Anhedonia Songtext
von Killing the Day

I′m gonna kill myself today
'Cause I′ve got nothing left to say to anyone
I'm gonna throw it all away
It makes no difference anyway

I know that I should not complain
Others are in much worse pain
But I can't help the way I feel
My sorrows seem almost unreal


I went out to see the world one last time
Before I leave it all behind
The couples and the giant billboard signs
Did not help to change my mind
I see the lies behind the smiles
I see no future here for me
I feel alone all the while
There′s people all around me
The weight of the world has got me down
I′m not up for what's ahead
So I don′t think I'll stick around
I think I′ll lay myself to bed

Am I joy or am I misery?
Am I them or am I you and me?
Am I right or am I wrong?
I'm none of these but I am gone

You can say that I′m a coward
You can say I'm taking the easy way out
Either way, I won't hear about it
Because this world I′ll be without
Well this is it, now here I stand
With my solution in my hand
This is it, this is the end
You won′t see me around here again


I've just seen a face, I′ve fallen in love
With an angel sent from heaven above
And I know she is the one
My lonely days are finally done
I love her more than words can say
Forever in her arms I long to stay
Now we got married and settled down
We bought a house outside of town
There's nothing better than waking up with her near
There′s nowhere I would rather be than with her right here
Not a day goes by that I don't realize how lucky that I am
And I fall in love with her all over again
As I run my fingers through her hair
And into her eyes I just stare
I will always cherish our time together
A love like ours will last forever
A love like ours will last forever
A love like ours will last forever

I killed myself today